I've come to a point in my life where I am no longer sure of everything. I used to know what to do in every situation. I had no life experiences to make me think otherwise. Now, I'm older. The things I think I should do are not always the things I do. The things I know should comfort me, do not comfort me all the time. Life is sticky, messy, and not always fun and games. I find it harder to be thankful, cheerful, and patient. There are certain things I am sure of, but they have become the trivial things. I know I will eat pie today. Such a big decision. I realize there is so much more that I have to learn. I wish I knew everything already. I guess that's the "journey" part of life. You don't know where you will go or how you will get there, but you must figure it out and you will. And also it won't be easy. But at the end of the day you can look back and see all your footsteps and how far you have come. Somedays that is enough. Somedays that is all you'll have.